I’ve been hurt. By life. For the last time.

Good bye. Thanks for listening. How many more heartbreaks for the rest of my life. It’s me. I’m a defect. I’ll never be enough. I’ll always be pathetic to anyone’s eyes. I’ll never be more than just a piece of meat. I’ll never get out of this hell house and i’ll never get that art degree.

i’ll never be seen by someone as more than a friend. Everything is shit. my life is shit. I attract creepers and people i dislike but not the people i wish to be with (both platonically and romantically). I’m tired. I can’t live like this anymore.

yipyap:

ok… ppl talkin about fuckin… larsadie having an unhealthy age gap? what, listen

yes, tru. sadie is an adult. shes also been working at the big donut for 2 years, at the start of the series (JV). assuming the legal working age is 16, that would put her at 18 probably–currently maybe closer to 19. so yeah, she’d be done with hs, even at the start of canon. and yeah, prom prolly happened.

lars is a failing hs student who could very well have a horrible case of senioritus. i’ve always thought of him as being in his last year of hs and just dying to grow up and get the fuck out of beach city, and his current attempt at nabbing that “adult” distance is his room in the attic, and it’s also manifesting in his piss poor attitude in general

so idk i think their age gap is at WORST like…2 years. i’ve always seen it as lars being 17-18, sadie being 18-19, and while we’re on the subject just for further clarity, the cool kids bein around 21-23 (they were kids missin’ teeth when steven was an infant, so theyre probably around 7 years older than him). can y’all calm all the way the hell down please.

I still miss that ugly face of yours. I’m doomed to loving you for the rest of my life even if i do find somebody new.